Thanks kenThat is not acceptable and is one of the reasons to be in the hospital - the ability to administer strong drugs quite quickly via IV. I am very sorry that you are not getting the care that you need and deserve. And yes, gut pain is quite intense. I have had more than my share if GI issues over the years due to Crohn's Disease, but I imagine what you are experiencing is another level up. I hope some good relief is coming soon.
And yes, pain can put you in a whole other place with respect to your vocabulary, even with people you love and who are trying to help you. People who know you know will know it is the pain talking.
Hoping for some significant pain relief soon,
I am welll stocked w the hardest narcotics on the planet, which is why I wanna go home